Still waiting on the outcome of this cycle. I don’t feel either excited or depressed. I’m anxious to feel better again. The cabergoline worked to an extent when it came to preventing the OHSS again. The pain, while not good, was bearable and not nearly as bad as last month. The swelling, however, hasn’t been helped.
I went in to Dr. B’s on Monday for bloodwork and ultrasound and, again, Sherry was really surprised by how swollen my poor ovaries are. But what else is new?… She did see, however, two distinct corpus luteums… lutea? Which is what is left of the collapsed follicle after a woman ovulates. It produces progesterone. Other than when I had my lap, no one had ever mentioned seeing one of those on my ovaries before. It was big and obvious and even I could see it on the screen. Excellent. Unfortunately, she also saw a few large follicles that didn’t ovulate. Crossing my fingers they don’t turn into cysts. But seeing both of the corpus lutea was great!
It was followed up by excellent hormone numbers for a cycle day 19 check. My estrogen was still nice and high at 395 and my progesterone had rocketed up to 147 — the highest it’s ever been. While my estrogen isn’t as high as last cycle (900+), it’s much much higher than anything I had pre-lap.
The numbers, coupled with the corpus lutea, are excellent indicators of a beautiful ovulation and sustained uterine lining. I wish it could tell us more. It looks like we had at least 2 eggs this cycle. Maybe more based on estrogen numbers. But 2 is a fine number. Much better than 6…
Symptoms-wise, my belly is swollen from the ohss and attracting stares if I don’t keep it under wraps… Thankful, over the past few months, I’ve collected a nice variety of flowing shirts that hide a nonexistent pregnancy from the stares and questions of students. I love them, but in their minds, I’m young and married and should be having babies… They’re waiting impatiently. Meanwhile, they’re having babies before me… Blech.
I’m more moody than I’ve ever been on a medicated cycle. I’m venturing to guess that I’m even more moody than I was after 3 months of lupron. Maybe not so weepy, but a lot more angry. It’s irritating.
My boobs hurt again. They’re always fairly painful after a novarel trigger. Then it goes away and doesn’t come back. They were uncomfortable for a couple days, and now they’re starting to hurt again. That could just be pms.
My skin is clearing up. I’ve never had such painful breakouts as I did this cycle. I don’t know if it was the cabergoline or just the prolonged use of fertility meds, but it really hurt. Progesterone supplements usually help clear my skin and over the last few days it’s finally clearing up. I always breakout before my period starts though, so that will be a sign…
Other than that, I’m working a different, but not necessarily new, job as one of my supervisors is on a surprise maternity leave. She just adopted a brand new baby. I got to hold her on Monday and it was heavenly. I don’t think I’ve held such a little baby since my niece was born 8 years ago. I usually shy away from newborns, but knowing the struggle they went through to get her, I couldn’t help but snuggle her a little closer. It made me realize how badly I want a baby. Being pregnant is just a vehicle to get a baby. I don’t really care how our baby comes to us anymore. I’m realizing that a little more every day…
More this weekend. 🙂