WELLLLL, the IUI is done. It’s been just over 24 hours. Too early to test? Maybe? Yes? 😉
But in all seriousness, thanks so much for the comments yesterday. I’m feeling cautiously positive.
Jeremy and I got up just before 6 am yesterday morning in order to get to Dr. B’s by 7. We were both dragging our feet getting ready and ended up running out the door with barely enough time to make the 25 minute drive. I think we were both a little apprehensive and a lot nervous about what the morning would bring.
After he did his thing, they told us to go to breakfast and be back in an hour or so. I thought they were a little crazy for thinking we would be able to eat and think about anything other than what was going to get shoved up into my lady parts in an hour, but we actually had a surprisingly nice time at breakfast. We haven’t had a ton of time lately to just sit and chat. We’ve had so much company and so much going on with the house, that it was really nice to just have a few minutes to ourselves before things threatened to get crazy again. I know I also needed the time to finish wrapping my head around what was about to happen.
When we got back to Dr. B’s, they got us right into the room and had me change. I was expecting something way over the top, but the whole thing was so informal and so relaxed. I needed that. I needed them to act like this was normal and ok. I needed to feel like I wasn’t a failure for having to go through with this. And they definitely gave me that.
Now. Things might get a little TMI, but since you’re reading a blog where I frequently talk about my lady parts, I’m going to assume you’re ok with that. 😉
Sooooo, in the speculum went. Not comfortable when you’re just getting an exam, even more uncomfortable when you know what’s coming next. Then the catheter. Ugh. She warned me before she started that I would probably feel some pressure and maybe a little bit of cramping when she was almost to the top of my uterus. Almost as soon as she started the cramping was excruciating. I was going to just go with it, but she decided that there might be something wrong and called another nurse in to do an ultrasound while she inserted the catheter.
They squirted the cold ultrasound gel onto my stomach and immediately found my uterus. She inserted the catheter again and, like before, the cramping was awful. The nurse doing the ultrasound told her to stop and pull the catheter back. She had been hitting the top of my uterus with the catheter. Multiple times. Evidently, I have a really short uterus. Ow. Ow. Ow. They told me that shouldn’t have any impact on my ability (or inability) to get pregnant.
BUT, they kept the ultrasound on and turned the screen towards us while the injected the “specimen” 😉 into my uterus. It was just a blob of white, but it was actually really neat to be able to see that.
I was a little crampy off an on yesterday. I ended up staying home from class, and am actually really happy I did. Today, I’m still crampy and have had just a small touch of spotting. I’m super tired, but that could just be from the excitement and stress.
I took Skill to the dog park earlier and we were both exhausted after walking the island for half an hour. I’m going to focus on napping and making his winter coat and hat for the rest of the day. I saw this picture before we got him and decided I HAVE to figure out the knitting pattern for this hat.
Her site is in Swedish, but even with after using google translate on the whole page, I didn’t see anything for the actual pattern. Soooo, Skill and I are going to figure it out ourselves. And it’s going to be adorable! 🙂
Other than that, we’re taking the weekend easy. It will be our first relaxed weekend since we’ve moved in. Jeremy is cleaning the garage and I might bake something delicious.
Prometrium starts on Monday. Does it make anyone else dizzy? I’m going to start taking it at bedtime, because last month I looked like I was drunk 20 minutes after every pill… 😉